The guest on the show "S'e Luan Topi" was Edisa Demollari, a former contestant of this season's Big Brother VIP. She revealed more details about her journey in Albania's most famous house and also shared more about her personal life.
Who doesn't want to become a mother? What woman doesn't have the desire to have her arms full, but life doesn't always take you on the trajectory you imagined as a child. Even when it comes to the part where they attack me about my age, it was the same commentators who said you're a failure because you're 35 and don't have children, and those who, after the news came out, said, 'Wow, you have a child, how come you're like this?'
My desire is strong, and I hope to be at least half the mother my mother is and a quarter of the grandmother and sister I have in terms of motherhood. But that is something God knows, and it's not always in our hands.
During the relationship I had, which was consolidated and declared, we were ready for marriage, and we both absolutely wanted to become parents. The reason for the breakup came precisely because, for one reason or another, something wasn't working, and we couldn't make it happen. We tried for years, and it didn't happen, which led to many arguments in the couple until we ended up separating. People find it very easy to judge, those tears I shed back then when I took pregnancy tests and they came back negative, even when the tests came back very good. Neither of us had a problem, and the child just wasn't coming. We wanted it, but we felt guilty. They were very painful moments.